Friday, May 04, 2007
I got a Big Fat B for MicroB!!!
Alright, I guess the title sums up all I want to say for this post. Its so finally that I am in year3. Been through so much things, from anat, physio, biochem to microb and neuro. I guess these things, are not yet thru for me forever, especially now with elementary clinics everything is coming to haunt me again "what is the 12 cranial nerves?" "What causes tea color urine that decolorises in sunlight?" "Which spinal cord segments is for ankle jerk?" "HS1S2?!?!" "This px is allergic to penicillin, so what can you give her for her cellulitis?" Wahseh. Come haunt me. Glad to have all of you back. I can be top student (No, sorry just talking cock).
Eclinics had been good this week. At least I wanted to try to make it better for everyone. Tues was labour day, stayed at home and studied (Whee!!). Been to OT with my happified CG mates, I guess the first time inside is happifying, but its kinda boring haha, maybe I only looked like a surgeon. Clerking patient gives tremendous satisfaction when you make something good and complete out of it, for me and for the patient. Doing neuro test gives tremendous self confidence boosting because its all showmanship. Looking, listening and knowing nice doctors who are willing to teach, enthu to teach and are ever so happy so cheeky and so chubby yet so demanding but will give the nod if you just say something right just makes the day so much better. I kinda want to do neurologist (but its so hard to get there I know the people there are like all champions in their time), what is the diff between neurologist and psychiatrist? One is poorer?
Yesterday I was looking opposite at RI when I was waiting for my bus to come. I saw people running 2.4. I saw some kids stopping and cannot run anymore. I was like that in the past. I was the only one in my class who cannot complete 2.4 in time. Its like I will always run slower than the others at the start, and at the same time be the first to start walking. At that time i always think that I am just slow and can never get any better, please, fast people can only get faster and slow people will always be slow. As I look at them, I know that I can do better than them now and myself then, but at the same time, I am still the slowest. At that point in time I remember telling myself, things can only go better if you push, you can always do what you want, its just how long it takes to get there, dun compare with other people, 只跟自己比赛， thats what it means now I know. Just push. Let everything go through, then at the end of this can look back, and know how much I had gone through, and can know how much I have archieved, and let that be the new motivation to push even further. Jia you.
Felt kinda stupid when I was thinking about how stupid I was when I was sosososososososososo freaked out by viral CA at the start of this yr2. Actually it wasnt stupid. It was good that I got freaked out and mugged hard, though not as hard or rather results not as good as the other friends. But now that I had gone through everything, the stupid grade can really stop haunting me, I felt that time was kind of like, messy lousy and stupid. Thanks all for all the support and guidance and notes and advices and mneumonics and everything. Especially STERL TSB JP QY WEIX CHRIS WL YH STEPH WZ IVAN RON SAM LW CL RAYL KH XX(for freaking me out) BEAN NQ RYAN SER and many many more. Ohyah thanks counsellor and counselleee..:)
Cheers!
Yang =)Labels: Finisher, happy day, pros, Random words., ward
5/04/2007 09:50:00 PM