Sunday, July 10, 2011

Whole new arena

This is what I told all my friends. From now on, im fighting in a whole new different level, whole new different arena, whole new world. Nothing ever is familiar. Nothing ever had been done or passed by before. Everything is a new experience that deserves to be mentioned and remembered. N this fight is for forever, forever fighting different bosses, avoiding all the bobby traps, not to be hypnotised, finding the right balance, searching for the correct paths, hitting on it right the first time, forever struggling to maintain this relationship. But im enjoying this ALL the moment. TOTALLY.

It is great, to know that she is understanding, to know that she is ready to fight with me together, to give chance no matter how shitty it is, and its just great.

There are many many things to do. Many many things to sort out, many many wishes to direct to. But lets just work them out one by one, one at a time, one and many going concurrently, and hopefully things will get better from here. Short term goal. Mid way goal. Long term goal. Look at the different perspectives and tell yourself what you really want. Then you will get it.

:):) muacks!

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7/10/2011 11:37:00 PM

Friday, April 29, 2011


月老他看得到, 他听得到, 告诉我爱是那么微妙..

冥冥中我们, 一个都不能少..




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4/29/2011 11:54:00 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

my palliative day 12/1/11

its all about me..
like really went blank
wah i almost cried
but managed to squeeze sth out
but not wad allyn wanted
so allyn being allyn will keep on push u then in the end she told me "u shld go review patient regularly"
so i went in the afternoon to tok to the auntie
she was really moody
i tried to talk to her
i asked her like wads her opinion of the dx and treatment
she told me "bo bian lo. treat oso die, dun treat oso die"
then i immediately told her "auntie its not liddat, the RT which u r going for will help ur pain..which is not really helped with morphine"
then after tt i told her alot of thingsi encouraged her alot
but then suddenly wad my MO said allyn will say zoom past my mind...allyn alws say "alws speak less than patient"
then i sian diao
but cannot liao
auntie wont speak liao
i said too much liao
i shld haf kept silent when she said "treat oso die dun treat oso die"
then jus now i was having my own fam conference
cos my mum and dad went to see private psy
and i realised my whole fam is liddat one..we alws tell pple our ideas.
so basically my dad and my sis were telling my mum to take kan kai yi do this to do that
i think i learnt alot today:)
sorry lao dao so much

Its always abt her.

hmm no worries.. good tt u learn alot today

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1/12/2011 09:37:00 PM

Friday, December 31, 2010


Well. Inspired by emtokalot. Im here to do the top things tt happened in 2010. Not limited to 1, not limited to 10, but just anything that i can rem. thanks:)

1. Apr 2010, Passing MBBS!:)
2. May 2010, Getting into NHG internal med residency programme:)
3. Apr 2010, Going to africa with few good friends:)
4. Apr 2010, Climbing to Stella Point, Kilimanjaro :)
5. Apr 2010, Real time experience with lion in Safari:)
6. May 2010, TTSH GS Team 3 brotherhood with donald:)
7. June 2010, :):):)
8. June 2010, TTSH GS Team 5 great team!:)
9. August 2010, GS Team 1. Brotherhood liao lah!
10. May 2010, meeting caren mok (my dearest sister) and lim qianling (my dearest brother)
12. Dec 2010, medication error.

Thanks 2010, Hello 2011:)

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12/31/2010 10:32:00 PM