Wednesday, February 03, 2010
清醒一点！！！
好不好！！！
清醒一点！！！！！
清醒一点！！！！
不要一错再错！！！
错错错！！！
想想自己的失败！！
不要一错再错！！！
Labels: 2010, Angry., 此生阿~
2/03/2010 10:47:00 PM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Die. Neuro die. Neuro die. Cant recognise sign. Cant integrate sign. Take too much shortcuts. Die. Die. Die. How.
相当然而， 只有从最强的地方彻底摧毁， 才能够变得更强。
想想小鱼。
想想无缺。
想想满楼。
想想小李。
Labels: 2010, Angry., stupid thing i do
1/27/2010 07:32:00 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
It could have been so much better..
..for me to just know that actually everything I see are all there..and i jus need to say them out to score..
I just wanted to make sure patient is stable before anything..so the nx time i will..
nx time I will see and say and think abt the patient's name, gender, date of birth, birth weight, head circumference, G6PD deficiency status, BP, PR, RR, SaO2, plugs, multiple drugs IV infusion, TPN..
then say patient is sleeping and comfortable and not in any distress..
then determine if patient is pre-term or post-term..
by..everything i had said..
and why preterm is so impt?
1) Respiratory distress
2) Jaundice
3) hypothermia
4) hypoglycaemia
5) higher tendency for infection
and stop taking 5 mins to say the last 3..those are the most impt stuffs..good.
then why is the patient on TPN?
because there is some problem with the fetus that it cannot take feeds! Obviously GIT is correct..but esophaegeal and anal atresia are just rare! Infection/sepsis can give also..wad else??
I cant believe i spent 20 mins just on those stuffs above. Shit me
GDM was so much more easier..hai
YangLabels: Angry., Silly questions, stupid thing i do
8/12/2008 05:45:00 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
惩罚。
那天忽然间心血来潮用英文写了一小段， 就有一大堆人来跟我说话。 还是用华文写写比较好。 哈哈哈。
今天一大清早就为了自己的错误懊恼不已， 到底应不应该去见他呢， 应不应该呢? 我想不是应不应该的问题， 而是我自己到底想不想要改过自新。 毕竟， 是自己做错了事。 正所谓， 天作孽， 尤可沩， 自作孽， 不可活。 所以说嘛， 虽然很麻烦， 虽然很辛苦， 虽然很难受， 我可以投诉， 但是我不可以不去做。 因为这一切都是我自找的。 我发现， 当我逐渐长大了， 因为我天生对很多事情都不在乎， 也对于很多事情的因果都从不会联系到自己， 所以我很少为了自己的错误而负责。 很多时候事情过去就过去了， 要不就是我不在乎， 要不就是半点痛都跟我没关系。 所以我这一辈子， 因该是犯了很多很多错误， 只是自己没发现， 要不然就是不在乎。 所以说， 既然没有发现错误， 那就更不用说去赎罪， 或者失去惩罚自己。 小时候， 做错事的时候有妈妈管教， 告诉我什么事对， 什么是错， 对于错的分别很大， 又依照着严重性进行惩罚。 所以有人管， 有人管教， 那是对的， 那是好的。 长大了， 开始接受对于错的分别并没有那么大， 也开始模糊了什么是对， 什么是错。 自己也对自己比较宽恕大量。 所以， 就忘记了自己做错事， 是错的， 是很严重的。 如果只关系到自己， 那还好， 但是并不是这样子的， 每一次都会伤害到人。 每一次都应该很严重的惩罚自己， 尤其是那些大错特错的事。 所以想了很久， 我就乘今天这件事， 来为自己做一个定点， 做错事， 一定要让自己知道痛， 一定不可以轻易放过， 一定要惩罚自己， 这样子才会知道错， 才不会一错再错。
我渐渐已经知道要怎么做了。 需要的是一个人来爱我。 这也才发现， 原来一开始什么都是错的。 bleh. 还不太迟吧， 重要的是看着你的眼睛， 里面只有我。
阳:)Labels: Angry., Brothers
8/06/2008 02:20:00 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Who wants to get angry.
Alright, friend X was angry today she was telling me. Though she did not want to be. I mean, I was also angry. (Who wants to be angry) But lets think about it. No point getting angry. Especially its new year 2nd day. Should be happier. (I hope to be happier) Ohwell. I don't know how to pacify her also. But in any case, when I was angry, I can't be pacified also. Rawwrrr.
Then later, friend W asked me "你要玩吗?" 说穿了， 人都这么大了， 都二十一岁了，应该是收敛一下的时候了。 该成熟，该稳重了。 几岁了， 还玩? 但是回过头来想想， 都过了这么多年，好像什么都没有玩到。 玩玩一下， 开心一下， 也好吧。 反正又少不了两块肉。 人生，认认真真， 玩玩闹闹， 喜喜哈哈， 谈笑风生， 醉生梦死， 就过了吧。 好像又不是很对， 拉据战正式开始。 到了最后，结论还是一样。 开心就好。 开心最好。 要玩就玩， 收放自若。
你怎么可以这样，笑容打败太阳，甚至比我还要更好看。
Sorry, just random incoherent stuffs about things I want to blog in a day. You see, my life is quite segmented. As in, my feelings for the day doesn't run through the whole day. I can be quite moody at one point, and at the next moment something nice will sprout out in my mind. Then at the end of the day when I blog I can only remember a certain part of the thingy that makes me moody or happy. A certain line from here or there and for most of the time I don't really remember things except if its called cholestyramine. So randomised. Thats why whenever you ask me how was my day, I can only give you something that seems plain, cold, and out of my life. Because I cannot really remember them already. Poor me. Still abit angry. Rawrrrr.
怎么办，感觉甜又酸，偷偷爱你，快乐又孤单。
Cheers!
Yang =)Labels: Angry.
2/20/2007 12:35:00 AM