Saturday, January 16, 2010
签签签
学业
28签
東方月上正嬋娟，頃刻雲遮月半邊
莫道圓時還又缺，須教缺處復重圓
阴晴圆缺， 从来就不用在意。 只要努力不懈， 自强不息， 就能如太阳般发出万丈光芒。
事业
93
鸞鳳翎毛雨壓垂，此時應被雀輕欺
忽朝一日雲霄霽，依舊還教振羽衣
别随波逐流， 相信自己的理想， 坚持自己的梦想。 有一天， 一定会到的。 小李飞刀。
爱情
89签
出入營謀大吉昌，無瑕玉在石中藏
如今幸得高人指，獲寶從心喜不常
有石中美玉， 只是高人何在？ 我该怎么办？
Labels: 2010, guanyimma, 此生阿~
1/16/2010 11:42:00 PM
Friday, October 02, 2009
wah.
第78签，好一句： "唯有身中百艺强！！！
真的希望是武侯入川。
另一边厢，
第2签， 何时才能化生为龙？
随遇而安， 自有道理。
阳。Labels: 2009, guanyimma, 此生阿~
10/02/2009 08:47:00 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Qian for the next 6 mths.
Yesterday felt the unresistable pull to GuanYinMa Temple.
GuanYinMa gave me a punch on the shoulder. TCU 6/12.
Wtih regards to studies.
第六十九首：
冬來嶺上一枝梅，葉落枯枝總不摧
探得陽春消息近，依然還我作花魁
With regards to love.
第四十六首:
勸君耐守舊生涯，把定身心莫聽邪
直待有人輕著力，滿園枯木再開花
Hm.
Sounds good ey?
Thanks!:)
Yang =)Labels: 2009, guanyimma, 灵
7/19/2009 06:13:00 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Guanyinma.
Qian 93.
Told me abt the future and now. What is happening now and why is it like that. What I am supposed to do.
Qian 55.
If I can already anticipate what She is going to give me, that means what Im thinking is correct.
莫想世界无望， 看看随身信手碎花
Yang =)Labels: guanyimma
10/20/2008 05:38:00 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
Its all done well.
Yea you are right. Im the one waiting outside the consultation room watchful of my queue number. Its 9.05am and the consultant doesnt come until 11am. Guess what's my queue number. The tiny slip of paper held by my two hands reads "three years".
30/07/2008
南无大慈大悲观世音菩萨
Yang =)Labels: 2008, guanyimma
8/01/2008 02:38:00 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
依然是伤感。
今天好朋友豆豆问我年底要不要去黄山， 一时之间在说说黄山景色的时候就傻掉了。 又想起了那一年到黄山去玩的一切。 哇， 好怀念唷。 原来原来， 自己也有自己怀念的事情， 也有自己想要回去的过去。 想想看， 应该也只有那一次是充满怀念的， 也只有那一次是真真的想要回去。 也许是你笑的幅度和我很象， 也许是守护的星座和我一样。 也许， 只是因为那时还小吧。 后来的， 来来去去之余， 一个接着一个之际， 都已经忘记了为什么会那么开心， 也早已忘了最后是怎样结束。 模模糊糊就好像这几个星期在医院里一样， 你如果问我见了怎样的病人， 得到怎样的启发， 相信了什么信仰， 我只能告诉你: 不知道。 默默无闻， 好像哑巴一样。 如果你问我的是今年会不会去黄山， 我觉得可能性应该是蛮小吧。
对了， 今天其实是开心的一天。 我考到驾驶执照满一年了! 这一年来， 可以说是毫无惊险， 和和气气， 平平安安。 因为考到之后我都没车可以开!! 其实也不是没想过， 去租一辆车来开开， 顺便可以载人去兜兜风， 也不能永远坐别人的车嘛。 可是， 东西往往就是这样子， 生命中没有的， 对我来说就不会有需求。 我还是可以很开心的搭我的巴士， 坐你的车， 住我的组屋， 相信我的关音妈。 真的真的， 我继续这个样子应该就会很开心吧。
我发现我从来都很少去想自己以前所做的选择对不对。 也许根本就没有什么好去想的吧。 过去的决定不能换， 现在的自己开不开心才重要。 现在如果不开心， 那就做一个能让自己开心的选择啦。 谁又要去管他过去的选择让我现在开不开心。 这些东西， 都是我渐渐的改变， 以前的我应为也会为一些事情感到难过吧， 其实现在的我还是会。 只是我现在的感情起伏没那么大吧， 比较麻痹。
我觉得女孩子真的要聪明才好。 真的真的要很聪明， 很有心眼儿， 很有想法， 很鬼精灵才好。 所谓的聪明， 不是在说那种聪明， 是怎样的聪明我也说不上来。 就是那种聪明和那种就算是聪明也不一定会有的气质， 还有那种眼色加在一起。 气质， 和聪明的气质有什么分别呢， 也许只是因为我觉得你很漂亮， 又很聪明， 所以才这样说吧。 你去到处看一看，也许就会看到我所谓的好看女孩子。 噢， 注意一下， 你就会看到桂纶美。
I周刊对她的评语是这样的"<蓝色大门>时初见桂纶美， 已很惊艳。 五年后， <不能说的，秘密>气质依旧。 不是典型艳丽美女， 清雅脱俗， 连眨眼吐舌头也不觉得在扮可爱， 就是自自然然地。" 我有看到广告里她吐舌头笑笑扮美美使眼色的镜头， 一直在想好像觉得她长得好熟悉。 后来后来， 真的想起她长得象我认识的谁了， 只是感觉不一样。 咦， 感觉不一样? 我看人不都是凭感觉的吗? 如果感觉真的不一样， 那真的只是长得象而已。 我认识的那个谁， 其实也长得不是很象嘛。 又从头想了一下才知道， 那些神情， 都是你呀。
[外加] 我太懒惰了啦。 懒得用脑， 懒得去想。 不应该， 是我想得不够。 不应该， 是我反应还不够快。
干杯!
阳。Labels: Angel., guanyimma, Random words., Transcient.
8/07/2007 11:17:00 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
有些事情， 我需要大声嚷嚷， 才能想个明白。
不是因为我们找不到， 看不到他， 就代表他不在。 看不到， 找不到， 那只是我们自己的事。 不代表他不在。
我还是会相信他的， 对不起你， 不是他在不在的问题。 而是相信他， 我的心才能踏实， 我才能够有力量。 才能够对得起自己。
杨天佑:" 我阿妈告诉我， 说你老爸不是要念你。 他其实很关心你的， 只是不知道要怎样关心你。 所以才说一些无关紧要的， 乱七八糟的东西。 说什么， 书有没有好好读， 衣服肮脏了有没有换。 这些根本就不重要嘛， 但是除了这些之外他不知道怎样来关心你。 还记得有一次忽然和老爸谈当兵的事情， 老爸说到兴起了， 拿出啤酒来两个人就在那里喝。 老妈看了就很不高兴啦， 黑着脸走出来说什么你怎么可以拉着儿子喝酒。 老爸就很不爽啦， 站起来告诉我老妈， 我和我儿子在这里喝酒讲男人的事， 你女人少啰嗦。"
杨天佑:" 厉害就在这里了。 一颗种子你永远都不会知道它是什么样的种子， 会长出什么植物。 你要给它适当的环境，充足的水和阳光， 用爱心照顾它， 它才会长大， 才会知道它是个怎样的种子。 没有什么好种子坏种子。 只要你放进全力，给它最适当的成长， 就可以了。 只是啊，人会对种子有所期待嘛， 所以如果种子长出来不是想象中一样， 那就是往一点点咯， 没有坏种子的啦。 "
杨天佑:" 我阿妈跟我说， 人生很少顺畅的， 但是不要把它当作不如意。 把它当作是惊喜。 人生充满着惊喜， 如果什么事都如意的话， 那不是太无聊了吗? "
看天使情人， 学了很多。
Cheers!
Yang =)Labels: Angel., guanyimma, Smart., TV
7/14/2007 02:51:00 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
12 days of holz (well Christmas is not here yet)
I guess its not right not to blog anything about my short holiday stint before my preclinicals. Furthermore, it was one of the most exciting, refreshing and intense holidays. I felt blissed. Ohwell, except for the fact that I did not have any internet until yesterday, otherwise perfect.
Watched nada sou sou on last Thursday. I guess there's just so many things to think about, when there are so many things which I can link to my life now. But of course, not during the show, mainly after that. Conclusion is that, I am just glad with what I have now, and if life makes it this way for me, then this way will be the best for me. I have the ability to make a difference, and now I know which is those I should make a difference.
Argentina Tango dance class on Thursday. I guess I am the traditional conservative type. Was simply red-flushed-faced-menopausal-like-not-but-testosterone-charged when dancing. But I welcome the new experience. But I guess to go for it further or not depends also on the flow of things, from what I see now, I guess nope. It was a really really good experience, something which I guess until the next hotter dancer comes about, will never be forgotten. I still think having a class with outside people is good, because that will make everyone capable of becoming a teacher. Everyone is a teacher, an old but newly made conscious idea, hmm. In any case pay so little for so much friends and teacher, zhuan dao liao!
Sleep deprivation caffeine study from Friday to Tuesday. I guess this is one of those things which I can list down as one of the most memorable events in my life. Firstly, made 2 new good friends, Kevin Kok and Yi Kang. Its not that I don't know them, but its just that its my 1st nature to ignore people I never had the chance to talk to. So I am really really glad that this event made us friends, cheers to more years of playing settlers of Catan! Hurhur. Woo I realized that settlers is such an addictive and nice game to play, next time shall play it again at the settler's cafe. Haha. Gian. Anyway, all of us talked alot during the thing, and I got to know more about myself, my inadequates (as usual) and alot more. I guess THAT was just for pure fun, nothing intense or hurting meant, haha. Thanks guys.
Secondly, I learnt alot during the sleep deprivation period. I had first hand experience of how people work, deteriorate and whats the best and worst of people. Thats by observing other people. For myself, it was a period of almost going into madness. Its like being drunk at some point in time. At first, I can hear normally, then, I start to hear everything at the same amplitude, ie I am unable to differentiate between what is important to me and what is just background noise. Then I can't hear anything, including what is spoken directly to me, everything just turned into background noise, distant and muted. And come lastly everything just collapse and I turned into a panic state because I simply cant connect myself to the world. Lucky for me, things did not go further worse, otherwise I wont be here to type things. It goes the same with the thinking function, and the motor function. I guess at some point in time, I was able to sleep with my eyes open. Hmm.
Throughout the study, especially at the most critical time, I kept on recurring what you had said, that its amazing what people can do for money. We both saw it in nada sou sou, however untrue it seems, that people, really, can put in alot alot alot just for the sake of money, and its not a spur of rashness, but its something that can last for a very long time. Until, until when everything comes to a stop. Thats when money, is not important anymore. But before that, there's so much things that we need to juggle, and money, turns us into slaves so things can flow as we wanted. Random words again.
Ohyah, during the study, one song became meaningful in my life because of its participation in it. "In the morning, dudodudodudodududu. "
Handroll for breakfast! Chup Chye for lunch and dinner, yucks. Super rings rocks!! Cup noodles for supper. I kind of missed mian chum chum, haha.
I also learnt about the gold standard in functional testing. Wah that is just so sleep inducing and one of the most boring things I had ever seen. Settlers of Catan should be a better gauge of prefrontal function.
Wu niang did not appear despite my plea for it. Chiobus was there, but just for entertainment and morale-boosting sake. I guess its time to stop being childish, everyone needs something to survive for. I look out for my own happiness. And as someone roared to me, happiness is mine!
First hand watched babysitter juggling 8 kids. Haha. Thats kinda fun considering who is the babysitter. Don't be stupid lah, sometimes, just abit of cooperation from everyone makes everyone's life easier, and the money more worth it. I learnt that in a peaceful manner.
Maybe got more about the study, but things seem like a dream and went passed. Hence could not write more about it. Heehee paiseh will write more if I can think of.
Phantom of the Opera on Tuesday. We ate at NYDC to celebrate weilei's birthday before that. I like the food there, its rather nice, but I guess its time for me to move on, because the thing now is eating at NYDC saves money, and I remembered of the first time when I ate at NYDC, I thought it was super ex. After that was in the esplanade, saw a few old people. I like the show very much!! I love the set!! I love the candles that comes out from nowhere! I love the dry ice that knows where to settle down and not flood the whole stage!! I love the boat!! I love the stair and the masquerade!! I love how they huan4 chang3!! Simply love it the way that they make props and set so nice!! I love the stage too, it reflects perfectly when light is shined from top down!! Oh I love the stars and the city scene when the two characters are heyheying!! I love the music!! I love the songs!! I love the ballet dancers!! I love the clothes!! I love the elephant that comes out in the first scene!! I love the bridge!! Ohman. It was amazing, and considering its the first time for me to watch a professional production, I simply love it. I know why once again I love the stage and drama so much. There's just simply so much dreams, hopes, effects, love and showmanship which I love. And for 52 bucks, I love it. Muacks!
Running and gym on Wed. Exercise rocks! Frees me from all the earthly thinkings and makes me a free-er person.
Was on this project on Thursday. It was my dream in RI to do alot of it. But I guess, for the path that I had picked for myself, and life helped me in doing so, I guess, I can still do alot of it. I want to do it!! But, not as how others are doing it.
Went to guanyimma temple on Friday. I was really confused about two things. For one of them, the answer was to look for it is like being in the sea without a compass, which is simply one word, lost. And to look for the compass, is like looking for a needle in the sea, one word again, lost. So doubly lost. Doubly confused. The point being, to control something that is doubly lost makes you even more lost, triply lost. For things that can't be done anything about, simply let it go and things will fall in place nicely the next time when you look at it. Hopefully.
For the other one, when things are thought through and nicely planned, simply press the auto mode and let things work their way out. Some unexpected matters might occur along the way, but thats none for you to know now. For now, if you feel that you already did what you can and had put in your best for the future, simply let it go and things will fall in place nicely the next time when you look at it. Hopefully.
Two things confused, two sayings, one conclusion, how easy things can be!
For the rest of Friday, read the alchemist. I guess its my type of book. I will write something like that if I have the time. The ideas in it aligns with mine quite well, but no I am not going to turn myself into the wind nor talk to the hand that writes all these. I mean, I know what the idea in the book is trying to say, and somehow somewhat, I kind of think in that way too. I am weird and maybe a freak.
Sat was bball and soccer at hwachong double whammy. Now thats what I call non-stop action! Weak-end warriors!! I mean week-end warriors!! It sounds good exercise rocks and friendship is good. After what you said, I start to think about things in a different light, yes what you said is true, true-er than mine, but I am a simple person who have simpler goals, so let me be. Another thing that happened is me making myself happy. No I never play chess for quite long already.
Sunday is today. I can make it happier. 7am in school tmr, earliest ever man.
Cheers!
Yang =)Labels: book, dance, exercise, guanyimma, happy day, holidays, movie, musical, Random words.
4/22/2007 10:31:00 AM