ok there is no doubt that wen bie lyrics has not much meanings. hurhur.
The other day was Jacky Cheung's birthday. 48th birthday leh! haha ofcus immediately i sms-ed ryan to wish him happy birthday. Haha. As usual old joke from the past but seriously ryan is damn ge shen! haha. and 933 morning show played this song to celebrate his birthday..
of course this is not for ryan. haha cheesy lyrics! but nice i guess?
well finally mars has left me ever since yesterday and not coming backa anytime soon. This past month had been a great mth with lotsa things coking up and lotsa anger thrown at other pple. Thanks so much to the people who are immediate around me for being understanding and acknowledging that this is a shitty time for me. Lotsa household issues settled too! HOPEFULLY! ok today is a new day of the shitty days yet to come! hahaha m5 mah ofcus must work hard cant slack.
I realised. There's alot of stuffs tt i never realise. Either becos im stupid or nobody had ever revealed them to me. Its always abt taking risk. and risk is probability complicated by how much u can afford to lose. and ofcus, luck, which is always so obvious. Haha. I dunno wad im toking about again. I think i can classify this under random words. Hm. had been trying to re-vamp my labels thingy but its so hard. Cos when i read my old post i oso dun understand wads going on. Ok this paragraph is about mahjong. The last paragraph is about horoscope. And the rest is for ryan.
wah shit im qt pissed off..cos i jus typed alot of things and they r gone..tmd stupid IE..ok i noe i shldnt use IE anymore its so unrealiable..but wadeva.
okok so i wanted to tell about wad i was really thinking for the last paragraph..basically i was playing mahjong..then in the last bei feng bei i wanted to diao zeng qt badly cos i had been losing money..so wad happened is tt i haf 2 tais by flowers alr..and i was closing with a chou pin hu waiting for either of 2 cards to complete the game..this was in v early part of the game..so i waited and waited and waited and waitedx10000 for the cows come home..but in the end someone else won..like..the question is..when do u decide to discard the comfort zone and do something different?
i guess wads wrong is jus my stupid delusion of comfort zone as well as suayness..well..as wad most pple will tell u..the right card will bound to come after u discard away ur tiles..well..tts true..very true..almost 100% sure..but..tt shldnt be the reason why we dun discard the tiles..so after a long winded discusssion jus now which was deleted..ive come up with the following conclusions..
to win..is the only real comfort zone..having the perfect game in a perfect situation waiting for 2 tiles to win chou pin hu is jus as good as waiting for 1 tile is just as good as not waiting for any tiles to win..ok lah slightly better abit..but not deemed comfortable at all..all these situations demands us to be as vigilant..as tactical to evaluate everything and weigh the risks..so having the perfect situation doesnt mean we can jus sit and wait..hahaha sit and wait is the perfect formula for losing issnt it?
so for my case..cos its still early in the round..so mebbe after waiting for 4-5 turns of picking cards..and if i dun hu..i shld start considering changing tiles..cos this meant tt i had 4 chances of zi mo..and 12 chances of someone fang pao..if by now i havent win..it jus means tt the cards are very dear to my fwens..so i shldnt and wldnt and cldnt snatch them from them rite! hahahaha! yet! i shld consider the risks of throwing my tiles out to change..lest change tile to win becomes a fang pao..wah then damn sian diao..hahaha
so after weighing all the risks..then we can decide whether to throw..or to carry on waiting..at the end of the day..not all games are meant for u to win..some games are for big win if u r good..some games are for small wins if u r very very very very good..and some games are if its not meant for u to win..the least u can do is not to fang pao..hahahaha..sad to say..this is the zui gao jing jie for me now..
in mahjong..aside from skills..pple benefit on good luck..but good luck from heaven doesnt come all the time..good luck from other pple's mistakes do come more regularly..so wadeva u do..try to harvest on them..and its supposed to be win game until proven otherwise..hahaha
actually..in my situation..waiting for 2 cards is the same as having a 9 tong and 8 tong at the start of the game..its a trap..u think tt soon the 7 tong will come..but then..it never come for me 80% of the time..it jus gives a false sense of reassurance..reassurance tt that will be a set tt is going to be completed..it traps u into thinking tt its a set completed..and sets u into the expectation tt it will be completed..then u get trapped inside..u cant give it up..then u go into this whirlpool of altered behaviour..u forget to weigh the risks..and u fang pao..and fail..
jus like my mahjong master shi fu alws say..the game is fluid..every tile in hand shld contribute in everyway to the eventual winning..no tiles shld be chucked at the side deeming a complete set..the mindset of winning with 4 sets of 3 and a set of pair is no good at all!
its a trap..a trap of reassurance..a trap of comfort..a trap tt things will be done when its not going to..and u think tt its done alr..a trap tt will raise ur expectation..a trap tt will change ur attitude..a trap tt will change ur thinking and mindset..a trap tt will alter ur behaviour..a trap tt will change u into a totally different person..then..u start to lose urself..u start to become different..u start to get obsessed..u start to do things tt u wont normally do..
so moral of story is..recognise register and remember traps in mahjong..identify the potential traps early..and..
jian hao jiu shou..
Imba leh jus found these.
Xiao zhu is like super farnie lah! hahahaha and i think its really an honour and glory to sing side by side with ge shen. Haha im really glad tt i had this honour and glory to sing with RYAN! hahahaha:)
So this is wad happened on xiaozhu's concert! Nice rite!
Here comes the imba original. Hahaha go listen to it everyday and sing during ktv ok!:)