Thursday, April 22, 2010 Labels: 2010, good fwens who scold me, MV, song lyrics, travel, 此生阿~, 流浪
JAMBO AFRIKAA!!
This had been the most challenging, most tiring, most shag, most miss home, most 迷失自己 yet most eye opening, most gained mentally and spiritually, most 找回自己 backpacking trip. One word to describe it: peer-less.
Start
The whole trip started off with the cheapskate gang wanting to save on 400 bucks so we landed in Nairobi, Kenya instead of going straight into Tanzania, and at the same time favourable because my xiao gu happened to be studying psychology in university in nairobi, and because of her participation in church activities there, she is in charge of a large compound which was luckily empty on the nights that we stayed in. So everything in the world lined up properly for us to land in nairobi.
Just to note, the flight from Singapore to Doha was the MOST CHILDISH airline!!! of course having seating arrangements that is in columns instead of rows did not help very much. i was asked to change my seat so that an angmo couple can sit together, and in so doing was sitting in close proximity to AML cripz. Waha!
Doha is an experience which shall be elaborated later.
Nairobi
Nairobi is quite a scary place. Heard that there's alot of robbery. Please do not travel outside after sunset. Nothing bad happened to us, we were really careful. Every landed property is heavily fenced and barbwired and has security with gun! this includes the foryu chinese restaurant. Wow. Well. We did not really go see the slums, only the richer parts of nairobi, and went to the supermarket and places that expats go. Well. Expensive. Hm. Its nice of xiao gu to accomodate us, and she is really a very good host, I dont host well, need to learn more.
Moshi
Epic bus ride that lasted 10 hours. In this trip the word epic will be used many many times, many many times. Hurhur. come some pics.
Nothing much to say about this bus ride, jus that when u get into tanzania u can feel the difference, the massai pple start coming out in bunches hahaha. Massai training school. hahaha.
Moshi is this small place that is near kilimanjaro, the roof of africa. This, together with Arusha, are two sites where people attack kili from. Haha. We stayed in buffalo hotel in Moshi, and we patronise the indo-italian restaurant opposite every night, nice pizza and nice spags, and nice everything, happy. The mama shop opposite buffalo should be in lonely planet oso, just to make the experience complete. Buffalo was quite an experience, loads of mites and insects, first time i used mosquito net, hahaha. Breakfast was another poleh poleh experience. And ofcus, the black face. waha.
Later we went to eat local foods with the guides, ugali was stopped at 2nd try, there's a chagas' dish that make use of unriped banana, this is very interesting dish, and very nice diblo dish later. hahahaha.
Kili
This is kilimanjaro, dun really think it shows the peak that we wanted to attack, but get a few of the iceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...this picture was taken at the shira camp. We took a 7 day machame route, which makes us much better in acclimatization to get to the peak. Well. i din lah. Haha. The route towards machame camp = SHAG! its mainly rainforest. yep. u jus keep walking, keep walking, keep walking, then there's this clearing area......and a sign that says no smoking..and turn a round and yea its the camp. Haha. SHAG.
The second camp is called Shira camp. I can only describe walking there in one word = SHAG. I cant remember much about walking there, besides...its jus alot of stones..kinda little vegetation..everywhere is everlasting love..SHAG..
the look of clouds from shira camp. hahahaha!
Then its SHAG time! After breakfast in shira camp, we went for a long walk..walk..walk..walk..walk..walk..everlasting love..walk..walk..walk..walk..翻越了千山万水， 我也要找到你呀。。。then after tt some of us decided to attack the lava tower..wahhhhh..wahhhh..wahhhh..wahhhh..wahhhh..ok walk upwards is someday will reach there..wads after tt is most exciting!!..we started to follow this trail of water downwards..jump! jump! jump! jump! jump! later we realised..we were jumping down along a waterfall..wahbiangzzzzzzzzzzzz!!:) Then we finally reached Barangu camp.
After breakfast is even more exciting!! Cos we attacked the breakfast wall!! this was when it really really felt like mountain climbing..i was kinda happy tt i had some mountain climbing exp in RI..but regretted not doing more..well..this is the REAL fun..hahaha jus imagine your eyes looking at the only place where u can step..if u cant step on it, then thats it..and if u look at the other places..tts the end..only 1 step at a time..tts how FUN it is! haha lucky i din die. bleagh.
then after that much more walking along the moon-like surface..walk walk walk walk finally we reached THE BARAFU camp..where the wind blows like freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..Its damn cold..damn windy (we were eating in the tent and the tent was almost blown away)..and i vomitted like freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..wah i nv had my stomach churn and squeeze every single drop of hcl out before..SHAG FUCK!
2am at BARAFU camp, we started on the journey to attack the peak.
手牵手
一步两步三步四步
望著天 看星星
一颗两颗三颗四颗 连成线
背著背默默许下心愿
看远方的星星否听的见
看远方的星如果听的见
它一定实现
I wish..i wish..i wish I PASS MBBS!!!!!
Stella Point is where i end.
hahaha i look qt fat here..bleagh..
Reached stella point at around 1130, by that time the other guys were already attacking Uhuru peak..so din go with them..well..its alright..cos after that is really WTF.
为什么没有人跟我说下山比上山难?!?!?!?!
I think its just because i got too shagged out from climbing up..and my body totally broke down after coming down..bleagh..
Serengeti
Serengeti in swahili means "endless plains"..indeed..after hanging out 3 days in it..we only managed to cover a small area only..indeed endless..the timing that we visit is one of the most boring seasons..not only there's v little tourist around..there's v little movement around..but thanks to good grace we managed to see all the big 5s!:)
Well jus in case you din noe wads the big 5..they are namely..leopard/cheetah, lion, water buffalo, elephant, rhino!!:) haha! Other things we saw are namely giraffes, gazelle, impalas, wilderbeast, mehmehs etc etc etc....and honeymoon lions ROAR!!
Ngorongoro crater
Ngorongoro crater is this roundish crater that was formed after the eruption of a mountain that was thought to be greater than kilimanjaro..it is really a 世外桃园， 人间仙境。 damn good. damn good. animals that come in forgot about going out. plants that come in. thrive. i finally got to understand wad it means by 桃花源。
Subsequently we went to Lake Maryana, wahlan eh the van got stuck. it got stuck. stuck. stuck in a mud pool that was deceptively shallow. well. luckily got fwenly pple driving van to help us pull our van out of deep shit. its really deep shit. hehe.
can u see the change in color in distance..thats the lake extending into infinity..终于和天在地平线交会。
ohohoh..running hippo is one of the most cute things on earth. thats assuming they are running away from you in a distance. well. most scary if its running towards u. Hohoho.
during the trip..i alws wonder why the clouds in africa seems to be more lazy than usual..look at them..they seem to be lingering at a lower altitude than those in singapore..and they linger so lazily..so lazily..poleh poleh..there's no rush in afrika!
Zanzibar
Wah the ship ride to zanzibar island cos 70USD!!! CHOR++++..but i dun regret going..hahaha we went to stay in kendwa..and it really ROCKS! jus that the weather is abit the chuis..
kendwa waters are quite good..but qy says that philipines are better..and cheaper..ofcus..hahaha snorkelling was a good experience..and we saw dolphins! whee!!!
Rest of the trip
In between the many places we shuttle using buses, which are bearable yet unbearable sometimes. there's alws a constant need to hide myself away from the sun to prevent sunburnt. and some of the movies shown along the way really make me laugh. like. not farnie. haha. movies like yellow banana expectation (with the ultra violent rays) and point of no return 2..really hilarious. wow.
doha is just nothing much to do there. ha.
the food in africa is rather interesting. ugali is made of corn flour and is this thing that resembles our satay rice..makes u very very full..comes with nice sauce tho..but i dun really fancy it..there's oso rice..and bread..and this chagas' food which they use unriped banana which i had a hand in trying to peel it..haha qt hard..but interesting..shld haf tou shi abit from diblo..the last night dinner was superb!
during this trip..i also thought about alot of things..i thot about the past relationship..which is already so distant so far..i thot about my ambition..which is on the way of brewing..i thot about my life..which can definitely be better..and i thot about the next 5 years..and settled it..:)
All in all, trip to africa had been a great eye opener..and i did things that i never had imagined myself doing..and dun really imagine i will be doing them in the future..haha..which is good issnt it? for now.:)
Full of mayday in my trip!:)
Cheers!
Yang
right from the start
At this point in time..i wld like to bring time back to the very start of the trip..even before the trip was planned..even before the pple visioned the trip..when i started earning the money that i spent for the trip..for this 3 wks..i spent almost 5.3k sing..this is a very large sum of money to me and i am totally broke now..but i wld jus like to say a very big thank you..even if you dunno its you..thank you to you for directly and indirectly make this trip ever possible..if not becos of you..your help, your encouragement, your understanding, your presence, your support, your scoldings, your love and your leaving..i wld haf not been able to soar..
and jus something that i had wanted to blog but leave it till the end. well. i realised for the first time in my life during this trip that i nid someone to control me..there were 2 significant fwens in my life who had made great difference in my life..and both had scolded me for some reason or another all my foolishness..well..i had more good fwens..but jus these two who really made deep impression in me.............i wonder...
4/22/2010 06:13:00 PM
Monday, March 22, 2010
好累好累好累。
遗憾是会呼吸的痛。
没有想念了。 也许只剩下遗憾可言。
好累， 是因为每一次都必须面对他人对我怜悯的目光。 已经没有想念了， 也许只剩下遗憾可言。
遗憾是会呼吸的痛。
希望再也没有遗憾。
遗憾肆意增长， 唯恐天下不乱。
也许连我自己也不再怜悯我自己。
阳。
3/22/2010 09:54:00 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 Labels: 2010, Angel., Brothers, MV, poem, read, song lyrics, 了解了~
Ramblings.
众人笑我太疯癫，我笑众人看不穿
Thats the line.
是否
是否这次我将真的离开你
是否这次我将不再哭
是否这次我将一去不回头
走向那条漫漫永无止境的路
是否这次我已真的离开你
是否泪水已干不再流
是否应验了我曾说的那句话
情到深处人孤独
多少次的寂寞挣扎在心头
只为挽回我将远去的脚步
多少次我忍住胸口的泪水
只是为了告诉我自己
我不在乎
情到深处人孤独
最近看了一篇影评讲说应该先去拜读一下论语， 再回头看老子。 而不是我现在这样。 深得我心。
Yang
3/17/2010 11:53:00 PM
Sunday, January 31, 2010 Labels: 2010, MV, song lyrics, 了解了~
Is this why?
In the continuous bid to find out the answer to the greatest question in my life, I had been thinking. Thanking about nothing. So I get no answer. It seems this is really why. As spoken by Jolin.
听比说得多 不怕我罗嗦
知道我难过 陪着我沉默
手机桌布只有我 很多甜蜜小动作
自己吃饭没胃口 刷卡之前先问我
喜欢我朋友 也会爱我的狗
懂环保爱地球 保护我像英雄
总是大方介绍我 什么节日都记得
陪我减肥吃苹果 帮我买口红
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
会玩会工作 会疯会生活
会下厨会运动 会爱会做梦
又像男孩又成熟 对我大方自己抠
教我绝招打电动 什么都有我
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I had always be wrong. I had always been deficient. Its not good enough to be me. Its not good enough to be myself. Its not good enough to be there. It is about taking over.
Yang
1/31/2010 06:35:00 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
圣诞节。
好像每一年都打一样的东西。
我住的城市从不下雪.....
明年的这个时候， 是要开工的...
阳。
12/25/2009 09:53:00 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Kelong
With the right crowd, the fun just doesnt stop!! Caught my first 2 fishes! hahaha! and played mahjong! ZOMG!!
Kelong is also the place to revise the songs that you know that has seawaves.
笑傲江湖 Swordsman (1990)
導演：胡金銓、徐克
《滄海一聲笑》
作詞：黃霑 作曲：黃霑
滄海一聲笑 滔滔兩岸潮
浮沉隨浪只記今朝
蒼天笑 紛紛世上潮
誰負誰勝出天知曉
江山笑 煙雨遙
濤浪濤盡紅塵俗事知多少
清風笑 竟惹寂寥
豪情還賸了一襟晚照
蒼生笑 不再寂寥
豪情仍在痴痴笑笑
啦~~
Woohoo!!~
Yang=)
10/22/2009 12:12:00 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009 Labels: 2009, MV, song lyrics, 会过去的~
若你碰到他
歌手：蔡健雅
我的脆弱坚强 互相作战
理性与感性 失去平衡感
不想让自己 活在过去的遗憾
问宇宙 他是否还爱我吗
这问题 早就有答案
若你碰到了 替我问候他
告诉他 我过得很美满
已忘记他 已把泪水全部擦乾
若你碰到了 替我问候他
祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他 不再爱也不再等待
就这样吧 若你碰到他
爱 没有绝对 虽曾经以为
我终於体会 爱不能倒退
该让它颓废 收起心碎
就这样吧 若你碰到他
就这样吧 若你碰到他
是谁， 让我伤透了心， 然后又重新再来， 找到自己？
Yang
10/18/2009 01:22:00 AM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009 Labels: 2009, MV, song lyrics, 会过去的~
期待花火
五月天 阿信 & 丁噹
作詞：阿信
作曲：阿信v
編曲：嚴爵
無所謂短暫 無所謂永久
無所謂快樂 會緊接著傷痛
無所謂揮霍 無所謂衝動
只要能曾夠經感動
寫一句短詩 寫一部小說
只要一秒 精彩就能夠雋永
寫一種回憶 無論過多久
我都能夠微笑流淚
漫長人生原本像是沙漠
卻在你的腳下長出綠洲
命運結束了沉默 夜空炸開了花朵
我們很有默契一起抬起了頭
天空 正綻放無數花火
短暫美麗的花火 沒有空去想 明天以後
如果 愛情是一場花火
一閃即逝的花火 我也要去追求
什麼是折磨 什麼是享受
在愛裡折磨 我都會享受
什麼是付出 什麼是收獲
什麼飛蛾總是撲火
誰算是貧窮 誰算是富有
誰打翻鑽石 在夜空揮霍
誰改變了我 讓我終于能
擺脫平凡的那個我
漫長人生原本像是沙漠
卻在你的腳下長出綠洲
命運結束了沉默 夜空炸開了花朵
我們很有默契一起抬起了頭
天空 正綻放無數花火
短暫美麗的花火 沒有空去想 明天以後
如果 愛情是一場花火
一閃即逝的花火 我也要去追求
天空 正綻放無數花火
短暫美麗的花火 火光下和你 緊緊相擁
如果 愛情是一場花火
一閃即逝的花火 我也要去追求
Rap:
我們還有多少的時間能蹉跎
我們還有多少的時間能相擁
還能等多久 還能愛多久
還能夠讓花火 灼熱燦爛多久
我想在最后， 我只是输给一些一些一些一些些， 无关紧要的东西。 这就是所谓的没有缘分。 有过花火就好。 谁稀罕呢？ 恶魔...
Yang
10/06/2009 10:43:00 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
For u.
张震岳-再见
陳珊妮 - 來不及
Please go listen. Prefably not at night. Take good care of yourself for me.
Yang
8/30/2009 11:09:00 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 Labels: 2009, MV, song lyrics, 会过去的~
Tough day. Argh.
I reached home at 10pm today. I left home at 6.30am and last night I only slept at 1am becos my computer asked me to do so. Well. I studied in school, ate my bento cold noodle which was not enuff for lunch, then went to do the FUN simulation thingy. ohwell. after which i went to run 7.4km around NUS up the hill and down the slope. Well. Then i rushed for tuition and ended up still haven eat my dinner now. Tough.
Argh. Not the worst tt i had experienced. At least today i can do a mind over body and get things done.
想当年。 是很久很久很久很久很久以前的事了。 那时候， 真的是连精神力量都被完全摧毁了。 同时也被劳其筋骨， 饿其体肤， 空乏其身。 自己就像行尸走肉一般， 心里面只知道， 该做的事， 就好好的做。 其他的事， 不是一时可以解决的， 那就先搁下来。 就单凭"该做的对的好好做"这个信念， 我就这样又活过来了。 其他的事， 后来后来， 也就过去了。 不过， 那时， 真的很辛苦， 真的很辛苦， 真的很辛苦。 所谓的苦其心志， 就是这样吧。
不敢勉强你， 只好为难自己， 我为难我自己。
真的无法想像那个时候是怎么熬过来的。 也许是还年轻。 也许是不知好歹。 刚刚在回来的路上， 看到一对印度籍夫妻， 两个人扛着大包小包的东西坐巴士， 坐到站了过马路继续等巴士坐。 印度女人拿着东西回头看着老公拿着东西过马路露出笑容， 也许是我一厢情愿， 这就是一起吃苦的幸福吧。 怎么了?
什么是该做的事， 什么是不该做的事， 现在的我， 应该好好的去想一想。 少过一年就要毕业了， 让我再想一想。 对的事， 就要去做， 就是该做的事， 道理， 不就是这么简单吗。
阳。
8/11/2009 10:51:00 PM
Sunday, August 09, 2009 Labels: 2009, MV, song lyrics, 会过去的~
我说服我自己 没有我你会更顺心..
是不甘心 还是依然爱着你...
Haix. TTM.
Yang
8/09/2009 09:36:00 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
麻将必点歌！！
Its time for an all time 2009 mahjong songs compilation album!!
Ok we don't haf enuff songs to burn a cd..but we will get more songs in to finish the game!!
When. Ur 4-tai pin hu came in a chou hua. Then u wa meng tie wa meng tie.......
7/25/2009 12:57:00 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009 Labels: 2009, Brothers, jackycheung, mahjong, MV, song lyrics
妳知不知道
ok there is no doubt that wen bie lyrics has not much meanings. hurhur.
The other day was Jacky Cheung's birthday. 48th birthday leh! haha ofcus immediately i sms-ed ryan to wish him happy birthday. Haha. As usual old joke from the past but seriously ryan is damn ge shen! haha. and 933 morning show played this song to celebrate his birthday..
词：李偲菘
自从我第一次看到你的时候
我就偷偷的喜欢你
这种感觉我一直深深的埋藏在心里
不敢让你知道
直到那一天
当我们要分离的时候
你突然跑来向我说再见
看着你远去的那一眼
我心里忍不住想对你说
我真的好喜欢你
你知道吗
of course this is not for ryan. haha cheesy lyrics! but nice i guess?
well finally mars has left me ever since yesterday and not coming backa anytime soon. This past month had been a great mth with lotsa things coking up and lotsa anger thrown at other pple. Thanks so much to the people who are immediate around me for being understanding and acknowledging that this is a shitty time for me. Lotsa household issues settled too! HOPEFULLY! ok today is a new day of the shitty days yet to come! hahaha m5 mah ofcus must work hard cant slack.
I realised. There's alot of stuffs tt i never realise. Either becos im stupid or nobody had ever revealed them to me. Its always abt taking risk. and risk is probability complicated by how much u can afford to lose. and ofcus, luck, which is always so obvious. Haha. I dunno wad im toking about again. I think i can classify this under random words. Hm. had been trying to re-vamp my labels thingy but its so hard. Cos when i read my old post i oso dun understand wads going on. Ok this paragraph is about mahjong. The last paragraph is about horoscope. And the rest is for ryan.
wah shit im qt pissed off..cos i jus typed alot of things and they r gone..tmd stupid IE..ok i noe i shldnt use IE anymore its so unrealiable..but wadeva.
okok so i wanted to tell about wad i was really thinking for the last paragraph..basically i was playing mahjong..then in the last bei feng bei i wanted to diao zeng qt badly cos i had been losing money..so wad happened is tt i haf 2 tais by flowers alr..and i was closing with a chou pin hu waiting for either of 2 cards to complete the game..this was in v early part of the game..so i waited and waited and waited and waitedx10000 for the cows come home..but in the end someone else won..like..the question is..when do u decide to discard the comfort zone and do something different?
i guess wads wrong is jus my stupid delusion of comfort zone as well as suayness..well..as wad most pple will tell u..the right card will bound to come after u discard away ur tiles..well..tts true..very true..almost 100% sure..but..tt shldnt be the reason why we dun discard the tiles..so after a long winded discusssion jus now which was deleted..ive come up with the following conclusions..
to win..is the only real comfort zone..having the perfect game in a perfect situation waiting for 2 tiles to win chou pin hu is jus as good as waiting for 1 tile is just as good as not waiting for any tiles to win..ok lah slightly better abit..but not deemed comfortable at all..all these situations demands us to be as vigilant..as tactical to evaluate everything and weigh the risks..so having the perfect situation doesnt mean we can jus sit and wait..hahaha sit and wait is the perfect formula for losing issnt it?
so for my case..cos its still early in the round..so mebbe after waiting for 4-5 turns of picking cards..and if i dun hu..i shld start considering changing tiles..cos this meant tt i had 4 chances of zi mo..and 12 chances of someone fang pao..if by now i havent win..it jus means tt the cards are very dear to my fwens..so i shldnt and wldnt and cldnt snatch them from them rite! hahahaha! yet! i shld consider the risks of throwing my tiles out to change..lest change tile to win becomes a fang pao..wah then damn sian diao..hahaha
so after weighing all the risks..then we can decide whether to throw..or to carry on waiting..at the end of the day..not all games are meant for u to win..some games are for big win if u r good..some games are for small wins if u r very very very very good..and some games are if its not meant for u to win..the least u can do is not to fang pao..hahahaha..sad to say..this is the zui gao jing jie for me now..
in mahjong..aside from skills..pple benefit on good luck..but good luck from heaven doesnt come all the time..good luck from other pple's mistakes do come more regularly..so wadeva u do..try to harvest on them..and its supposed to be win game until proven otherwise..hahaha
actually..in my situation..waiting for 2 cards is the same as having a 9 tong and 8 tong at the start of the game..its a trap..u think tt soon the 7 tong will come..but then..it never come for me 80% of the time..it jus gives a false sense of reassurance..reassurance tt that will be a set tt is going to be completed..it traps u into thinking tt its a set completed..and sets u into the expectation tt it will be completed..then u get trapped inside..u cant give it up..then u go into this whirlpool of altered behaviour..u forget to weigh the risks..and u fang pao..and fail..
jus like my mahjong master shi fu alws say..the game is fluid..every tile in hand shld contribute in everyway to the eventual winning..no tiles shld be chucked at the side deeming a complete set..the mindset of winning with 4 sets of 3 and a set of pair is no good at all!
its a trap..a trap of reassurance..a trap of comfort..a trap tt things will be done when its not going to..and u think tt its done alr..a trap tt will raise ur expectation..a trap tt will change ur attitude..a trap tt will change ur thinking and mindset..a trap tt will alter ur behaviour..a trap tt will change u into a totally different person..then..u start to lose urself..u start to become different..u start to get obsessed..u start to do things tt u wont normally do..
so moral of story is..recognise register and remember traps in mahjong..identify the potential traps early..and..
jian hao jiu shou..
Imba leh jus found these.
Xiao zhu is like super farnie lah! hahahaha and i think its really an honour and glory to sing side by side with ge shen. Haha im really glad tt i had this honour and glory to sing with RYAN! hahahaha:)
So this is wad happened on xiaozhu's concert! Nice rite!
Here comes the imba original. Hahaha go listen to it everyday and sing during ktv ok!:)
Cheer!
Yang =)
7/12/2009 11:34:00 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Lack of sing song.
Remember this girl, this song and this wonderful rendition?
Was looking through the MVs that I collected and happened to watch it. Reminds me of the good old times watching kelly sings song and how sinhuey will grow prettier and better. How different are they now! Will I become so different the next time when I start working? Technically more mature but less close to heart?
Its no doubt that I still have trouble with the song. Its like a love hate affair with it. Once I love it so much because its such a nice song, and can so much relate to it. Relate to me, at the same time chao2 xiao4 me. Later it became so unfriendly to me, like for years it kept on laughing at my sad sad state, and make me so ever sad. Though its the best song for me now (not really best now, but zuo you wu shi can sing), but its still not within me that I can accept it. Its just me as you can see, like lets say if someone rejects me, and if I can't accept/recognise/find where we are supposed to go, I will tend to have the same trouble with the person. I won't know what to do with it, and I will run away from it at all cost. Please bear with me, lesser of these instances these days because 1)I don't biao bai for the past 4 yrs alr, 2)I am becoming more mature with things.
Though I have no experience at all, but I suppose I must exercise maturity, for the benefit of myself, and to meet the expectations of all those who had experiences. Having no experiences is not a good excuse that I can do a bad job, just like being young, I had learnt that lesson from CSFC. Muahahahaha.
Cheers!
Yang =)
6/14/2007 01:33:00 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 Labels: huangchengyeyun, MV
Suddenly just love this song so much..
我突然的无助
没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚
只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独
一个人仅仅记得一切会结束
我矛盾着无助
很需要你能给我一点点保护
想对你说的话却总说不出
我变成了植物
就像黄城第二部剧一样，每个人都在呐喊着，却没有人听得见，没有人知道我苦。 自己，又何曾知道什么是苦，什么是哭。 有人说我写的好像剧本，我本来就是写剧本的人，只可惜，只可笑。 自己，又何曾逃避得了自己的失望失落呢。 只沉浸在自己得到了的东西，因而感动，因而感谢，从来都没有一点点，一点点的，真实面对自己。 带我到没有爱情的地方，这句话一直唱不出，因为还眷恋着，还不想放手，还希望没绝望，不肯承认，自己，有这么一点一点的为这些零碎的东西难过吧。 我知道你很难过，但是我又，又能够为你，为你做些什么呢?
Cheers!
Yang =)
3/13/2007 12:07:00 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
ohman can't believe it.
Can't believe how I start to like this song. At first I thought it was an okay song. Until I sang it at teo heng. Wah seh. Till the chorus part. I was so touched by the song. The lyrics is so so so nice. The melody is so so so nice. I sang so so so well. Im so so so touched. Hurhurz.
像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
Then I realised that I should be grateful. To be grateful for the so many angels in my life. Cant believe that there's so so so many of you for me to depend on. Thanks. To be grateful to the so many things that happened in my life that I had done nothing to have them. Absolutely nothing. Everything was given at no request for return. Can't believe it, but please don't take them back. Thanks.
Can't believe also how easily my morale is boosted. As in, how blessed am I to have my morale boosted. For 2 minutes yesterday, and 30 seconds today, I just nua-ed off, can't believe it. Ok that does not sound too morale boosting. In any sense, am grateful no matter what, will work hard for my MB. Boo. Of course, it won't be special if its for too long. Thanks for making it so perfect.
黄城唷，WOOH!我们的黄城，永远矗立，坚定不移。
华初唷，华初! 我们的华初，华初，华初，肩负重任，百年树人。
Can't believe it, its been so many years since my performance and the realising of my dreams. Performing for the greatest school-based Chinese drama ever and performance in Victoria Theatre. I mean, after your dream is realised, what else can you asked for. Hm. And realising that I actually, did not very much deserve to realise my dream, makes me feel very sad and at the same time grateful. Grateful that I have such a fulfilled life. And there's so many angels (aka gui4 ren2), and now I am in medicine. Wah. So much so much. I can't ask for more. I can only ask myself to work very very hard, so that I will not disappoint any of you angels, and become a good man.
When you ask anything from someone, ask yourself how much have you done to deserve that. That includes love. Angels in life are everywhere, you can be one of them. Ask from yourself, and you will get what you want. If you can imagine it, you can do it.
Can believe it.
Cheers!
Yang =)
3/10/2007 10:52:00 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007 Labels: MV, Transcient.
My favourite song for now.
Today was the last CA paper. Microbiology. Darn. Groping in MarkTaylorLand for so long, finally see a little bit of light coming in. I am still so lost. Everyone is still so lost. Hope something can be done. Something will be done. Me no sitting duck.
In the next piece of news, today I went with some guys to sing song at teoheng ktv! Haha, thats like how fun I had been wanting to go for so long. Yep, there's so many songs which I had been listening to over and over again during studying and I so much want to sing them. The mv above is one of them. I am just like so happy to go teoheng. 6 bucks for 6 hours of singing, that is like how cool, and how fun. Haha. Happified.
In the next piece of news, actually today is not a happy day because of some other stuffs. Of course not expecting to do well in microbiology is one of the reasons. Was talking to friend A and friend W just now. Realised some stuffs. And thought about certain other stuffs. True, true what you all said is really true. Glad also that I had learnt something today. Thought alot throughout the day. Life is just so. Things are just so. Indefinite. I don't like. I don't like what I am best in. Its a headache. Headache from doing what I enjoy. I don't like indefinity. I like flexibility. Transcient. How.
Cheers!
Yang=)
3/08/2007 11:41:00 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007 Labels: MV
Come sing along with me.
Cheers!
Yang =)
3/04/2007 12:58:00 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007 Labels: MV
1/06/2007 11:37:00 PM